I do not have a clean past, I laugh my ass off when I think its hilarious, I may say the F word at times, I'm careless, I drop things, I hit things, I piss people off, I annoy people, I shout at my sisters & brothers sometimes, I throw things when I'm mad, I sleep when there's no one I can talk to, I dance like a madman when I'm happy, I argue with people if they annoyed me, I talk about other people behind their back, I lie sometimes, I said yes when I really should have said no, I pretend to be sick to attract people's attention, I sing love songs even though I'm single, I argue with my friends mostly about petty stuff, I wear the same sock for two days or max 3 days, I do some stupid stuff even if I know I shouldn't do it, I disappoint my parents, I talk shit about other people as if I'm that great, I laugh to bad jokes, I love to watch guys with six or four pack naked - on top, I watch tv when my mum said no, I eat my sisters' food when they're not around, I wear my sister's stuff without permission, I nag when I'm unsatisfied with something, I kicked people's ass sometimes, I take people for granted sometimes, I left the fan switch on even if I'm not there, I forgot the stuff my teacher asked me to remember, I bully some of my friends, I cry when I can't seem to hold it in anymore, I keep things to myself, I'm insecure, and if these things are not what you're searching for in a girl, then too bad, because these things made me real.
I'm not perfect.
I'm only a human that makes all these mistakes. I ain't that perfect, sorry to disappoint any of you. Yes, I'm not that nice, not that pretty, ain't that skinny, not that smart, not that cool, ain't that polite, not that rich, not that creative..
But I know I'm better than some people out there. At least I know my mistakes, I asked for forgiveness if I'm wrong, I smile even to strangers and I tried my best to be a better person the next day even if sometimes I repeat the same mistakes. I know I had a bad past, that's why I shift to a new school but that doesn't give you any right to judge me. I know who I am, I've changed. Stop making rumours about me & leave me alone, please.
